Post by +~MoSsY~+(catsrule) on Mar 20, 2009 21:51:10 GMT -5
>< So yeah, I know I havent been on lately but I'm going through this whole depressed state of mind and I just cant seem to pick myself up and out of it. I'm sorry that I havent been posting lately. I dont even know why I am depressed -sighs- it's a mix of things I guess. I mean I have been listening to my mom talk about how depressed she is and sometimes she even says that she wants to kill herself. I mean I know that she doesnt mean it..or at least I hope she doesnt...but it has, along with some other things, caused me to become depressed and I just havent felt that up to posting right now. I've been doing something that's just making me feel more guilty and I'm trying to stop (I'm not going to tell you what I'm doing because i dont like admitting it but NO i'm not drinking, taking drugs or having woohoo XD i'm not that type of person 'cause I've seen what it does to people) so until I succeed in getting over this whole thing I will be on and off of the site but I'm not going to be totally inactive! ~Catsrule
