Post by Stormy on Jun 17, 2007 20:31:34 GMT -5
Hey everyone!
I thought I'd stop by and say hi to everyone. I've been gone for almost two months now. I'm sorry to say this, but now I'm sure I won't be back. Last time I quit (that sounds so weird... quitting is supposed to be permanent ^^) I would come by to look at things every day. I've only come by a few times now.
My shrink thing is done and she thinks I'm fine and not going to cut myself. And I sure as hell won't, partly because it didn't help in any way, partly because it's stupid, and partly because the whole thing blew up in my face and I'm not going to have that happen again. So no one worry about me.
I really miss you guys. Sometimes I wish I'd never joined the site... then I wouldn't have to be doing this right now! But that's stupid. My friends here are always ready to listen to anything I say. And there's trust with online friends, too, because you have to accept what they say as the truth
We-- you-- almost have six hundred members now! Could this be freaking possible? I've never seen any site have this many members (except for Ex, but I know it's had turmoil and the site has been deleted like twice or something, so I don't remember how much it had at its peak). And so many characters in the activity check! The Clans are so huge, it's insane. Look at the first activity check, seriously! No loners, only four ShadowClanners... this site has gotten so big, and I'm insanely proud of everyone here. And it looks like a whole bunch of you are active... that makes me so happy.
I remember when I started out here. I had never even known about the existence of an RPG site before, and it wasn't long after I started reading warriors when I started looking for sites about warriors other than warriors.com. I googled it and got Dessie's first site, Cats of Midnight, and through that site (which was inactive from the start, I think) found this site. There were less than a hundred members and after I joined, the only active ones were me, Kash, Goldy, Sunny, Dessie, Midnight, Cindy, and maybe Mysti. This one is the only site I've ever stayed at long term, including my own sites. It was a long time ago. A really long time ago!
I think I'll do a little experiment. How many of you don't know who I am? How many don't know who Mysti is? How many of you know what the whole Goldheart and Mitsy saga is? I suppose not many of you would know about that, I think I came just after that ended.
Well, I've wasted enough of your time. I'll say it again, I miss you all and I'm so proud of how the site's grown. Reply to this post, tell me how your summer's been, what's going on here and everything. Even if you don't know me!
Love, Stormy
P.S. If you have hotmail, msn, sbcglobal, possibly yahoo, or anything else that works with MSN Messenger, go ahead and ask Goldy or Kash or Dessie or someone for my e-mail address (yes, you guys can give it out). I don't want to put it here, though, because as a guest I can't delete or edit my posts
I thought I'd stop by and say hi to everyone. I've been gone for almost two months now. I'm sorry to say this, but now I'm sure I won't be back. Last time I quit (that sounds so weird... quitting is supposed to be permanent ^^) I would come by to look at things every day. I've only come by a few times now.
My shrink thing is done and she thinks I'm fine and not going to cut myself. And I sure as hell won't, partly because it didn't help in any way, partly because it's stupid, and partly because the whole thing blew up in my face and I'm not going to have that happen again. So no one worry about me.
I really miss you guys. Sometimes I wish I'd never joined the site... then I wouldn't have to be doing this right now! But that's stupid. My friends here are always ready to listen to anything I say. And there's trust with online friends, too, because you have to accept what they say as the truth
We-- you-- almost have six hundred members now! Could this be freaking possible? I've never seen any site have this many members (except for Ex, but I know it's had turmoil and the site has been deleted like twice or something, so I don't remember how much it had at its peak). And so many characters in the activity check! The Clans are so huge, it's insane. Look at the first activity check, seriously! No loners, only four ShadowClanners... this site has gotten so big, and I'm insanely proud of everyone here. And it looks like a whole bunch of you are active... that makes me so happy.
I remember when I started out here. I had never even known about the existence of an RPG site before, and it wasn't long after I started reading warriors when I started looking for sites about warriors other than warriors.com. I googled it and got Dessie's first site, Cats of Midnight, and through that site (which was inactive from the start, I think) found this site. There were less than a hundred members and after I joined, the only active ones were me, Kash, Goldy, Sunny, Dessie, Midnight, Cindy, and maybe Mysti. This one is the only site I've ever stayed at long term, including my own sites. It was a long time ago. A really long time ago!
I think I'll do a little experiment. How many of you don't know who I am? How many don't know who Mysti is? How many of you know what the whole Goldheart and Mitsy saga is? I suppose not many of you would know about that, I think I came just after that ended.
Well, I've wasted enough of your time. I'll say it again, I miss you all and I'm so proud of how the site's grown. Reply to this post, tell me how your summer's been, what's going on here and everything. Even if you don't know me!
Love, Stormy
P.S. If you have hotmail, msn, sbcglobal, possibly yahoo, or anything else that works with MSN Messenger, go ahead and ask Goldy or Kash or Dessie or someone for my e-mail address (yes, you guys can give it out). I don't want to put it here, though, because as a guest I can't delete or edit my posts
