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Post by STREAMY ?! on Apr 17, 2008 17:09:54 GMT -5
She was feeling rather...strange. Just recently Mistshine had been reappointed deputy of RiverClan, and of that she was proud. But a couple days before that, she'd realized that her stomach was no longer as plump as it had been. Now it was almost back to normal (as normal as it could be when she was this skinny), and she knew the truth. Because of her starving herself, the kits growing in her belly had died. It was all her fault - how could she have convinced Jayfall to be with her secretly, how could she have done this? I know why. She was a selfish idiot, and she didn't deserve to be deputy. The only reason she still lived was to serve her Clan.
Mistshine loved being deputy; she never had the responsibility of a leader but still had authority, and the whole Clan respected her. She'd adjusted from the life of a queen to the life of a warrior quickly, but she'd proven that she wanted the first life. Well, she'd proven that she couldn't choose what she wanted. I become deputy, and four seaons later what do I do? I get pregnant! She was furious at herself, and not Jayfall--it was solely her fault. All my fault. As she sat at the edge of camp, hidden by the deep shadows, the words rang through her mind. She hadn't known she could be this selfish, this stupid...
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Post by ::Fawn:: on Apr 17, 2008 17:53:38 GMT -5
OOC: I'm going to post here with Creampaw, we can train in another thread after this one if you'd like.
IC:
Already large, shining sky blue eyes widened at the sight of the newly reappointed deputy. Creampaw was proud to have such a special well trained mentor, although at heart, she wondered why Fawnstar had chosen her to be Mistshine's apprentice. It was a great honor.
She had to admit that she had been slightly ashamed on finding out of her mentor's betrayal. It had been shocking to all, and she still didn't know the real story, and Fawnstar refused to budge on the matter.
Padding up towards her mentor with tentative paw steps, Creampaw sat down beside her, and gazed up at her with her large light blue pools. Are you upset? About, well, you know... She asked in her usually shy, gentle, and quiet voice.
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