Leaving - For Good Now

[icefang]

I'm going, and here's the story in a nutshell.

A whole bunch of things with school all came at me at once, so I started a journal to let it all out. It got to a point where I cut myself (I'm such a hypocrite, Goldy, but read on). I only did it once and it hurt and bled a lot so freaked out, put a band-aid on it, and never did it again. But I did write about it. Then last week my school was in lock down and my mom came in to get my laundry and found my journal and read it, and she freaked out and is sending me to a shrink. I guess I have no privacy now. I know she's doing it because she loves me, but I'll never keep a journal again, and I just don't want her to find out about this site.

I'm smart, I know how to keep myself safe online, I don't blog, I lied on my name and age and stuff signing up, and the majority of you don't know my name. But this time I'm deleting-deleting myself.

My time here was great, but aside from the fact that I have no privacy anymore, I'm just not having fun here anymore. It's not like it was when we had less than a hundred members and like seven active members.

I'd like you all to know that I'm okay now, and I do not want to see a shrink, but I'm being forced to. And Dessie, will you please make Leopardpaw a warrior? It's your decision in the end, but she never needed Shadowstorm's training anyway. Cindy, I'm sorry.

For good-byes, see my last leaving post. I haven't really added anyone. Sorry about that.

[icefang]

I had 2,390 posts.

[.Whitey.]

i don't know you but OMG you cut yourself once? and your mum freaked? If i cut myself my mum would just say don't do it again! *Hugs* Goodluck with the shrink.

I'm sorry you can't stay anymore. *hugs evenmore* Goodbye but I wish you didn't have to go....

[STREAMY ?!]

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[|g.O.l.d.Y|]

Don't do it again. Please. That's my stupid thing. I need you as my rock, babe. I understand the journal thing, my mom knows everything as far as lesbian stuff now because she read mine...parents just aren't trustworthy. My dad wants to send me to a shrink because he's noticed all the changes I've gone through so I feel for you, but I think you'll be fine. It might help even, but do not - I repeat do NOT tell them anything you wouldn't want your parent's knowing. The therapist-patient deal is a lie. If you're a minor they can and will tell your parents if they see fit.

I understand your reason for leaving, but I'm going to miss you so much, Stormy. You're one of my oldest friends on here and even outside of this site. Please keep in contact with me, I'll wither away and fade if I lose you entirely... If you ever need to talk know I'm here.

I love you. Like a sister. And always will.
Goldy|Your Allie

[Stormy]

I forgot. Shadowstorm died of greencough and Tango just left.

[Stormy]

On second thought, they both left. In case I come back (don't get your hopes up), I'd like to rp them again. I made the mistake of killing and/or making everyone leave last time.

[::Fawn::]

I am sooo sorrryyyy icefang. I'm really going to miss you, yah know? I've cut my self to, some people may call it crazy, but sometimes life gets just to sad. Like whenn...........sorry one sec, I need a tissuee crying heavily right now......okay, back, anyways, when Czar mmm never mind, getting off topic.....anyway I'm really gonna miss you!

Love,
Fawn

P.S God I don't really even know you that well, but im still going to miss you real real bad.

P.P.S I know how you feel about the whole activity thing. My time to leave might come soon to.

[STREAMY ?!]

I'll miss you, Stormy, even though I didn't know you too well. =(((((((((((((((((((((((((


Fawn, don't leave too! =((

[//Cindy// l u n a]

I would cry and beg, and beg and cry, and so on. But I know how it is. Don't say sorry; it's not your fault. If you come back and read this, know that... Well, I'll really miss you. Stormy, I know how you feel about the million members thing... And I sort of agree. But... Wow, I'll really miss you! It was so great to know you -if you can call in knowing- and I wish you luck with the whole psychologist thing. It won't be that bad, you might even feel better... But wow. That really sucks about the journal thing. That's why I never write anything down; it makes it too official. But... Good luck. Come and visit the site every now and then, post in this thread as a guest, say hi. We'll really miss you.

[The Only Froggems YOU KNOW!]

Oh my god stormy, this was so long ago, i feel like an idiot for not being here when you left. I will miss you so much, but i have you on MSN, and i WILL talk to you. I'm so sad you're not going to be here anymore, you were HONESTLY one of my best friends on here, and i saw all those posts that only said icefang, and i was like 'wtf?' but, now i understand your reasons for leaving... all of them, and i can only hope that you go far in life, and that you will come back and visit, or at least talk to me on MSN.

And you know what? knowing that i'm one of the few who know your real name just made me start to cry, because i feel honored.

{i'm such a wreck today!}