update-as of thursday.
in math, some kid sent me a note with two boxes drawn on it, one yes, the other no, and the note read 'do you like me?' i checked no. lol, so that was random. then i got raped by balled up pieces of paper. but that was unimportant.
i went to the corner health center after school for my theatre troupe and i found out that some guy liked me??? i was just like holy...parakeet...apparently he had been talking about me right under my nose in troupe (ex: "yeah and theres this girl i really like and i think i might ask her out soon" and im thinking 'oh thats nice' or "i broke up with my girlfriend today so i could be with someone else. i think i might ask her today") apparently my friend sean knew the whole time, and he was supposed to ask me for him or something. at the end of the session we do a thing called hotseat and thats where the person gets bombarded with questions for like 5 minutes, and the guy was asked by....dave i think 'do you have a secret?' and he said "i like someone in troupe". i glanced at Robin (the only other highschool girl there) and she was looking at me and mouthed
its you. and im like...d**n. so she knew too>>
when it was my turn, sean didnt ask and the guy was like 'WHY didnt you ASK?!' O.o first of all, i dont get together with someone mutually, and second of all, ive only seen this guy like 5 times in my life and why would he like someone who was this depressed and retarded?! anyway. afterwards, he went upstairs for something i dont know why, and sean was saying 'wait wait every one come over here!' but i ran over and gave him a hug so i could say "Sean no!" without a bunch of people hearing.
i left and passed the guy on my way out and he kinda looked at me. i said hi, and kept walking, and shortly after me and sean were on the sidewalk waiting for our rides.
"so you knew?" i asked
"yyeah, im just smart like that"
"why didnt you tell me?!"
he shrugs and smiles
"well, i like someone else"
sean pesters me to tell him who but i only say he's a freshman. but i also eventually tell him about my problem figuring out if he really does/did..w/e like me.
"well, since Tanner isnt really his real friend, he wouldnt tell him the truth, but the one that told you he liked you
was his friend so he would tell that person the truth."
i had thought about this myself, but hearing from a guy finalized my theory. woooo!!!! i smiled and said 'thank you' because mum had pulled up.
~~~FRIDAY~~~
we had our last home soccer game and i invited james and he said he would be able to come.
at the field i warmed up hard, and gave it everything i had so coach would notice me. i really wanted to get played. when the game started i sat on the bench and saw james was there with the spectaters and that made me happy-and even more anxious to get out on the field. first half ended-wasnt played, half the second half went by...3/4ths....9/10ths...i was literally counting th eminutes left of the game, and it wasnt long until i noticed that he wasnt there anymore...
i didnt get played.
~~~TODAY~~~
dad took me out for a glider ride today and i finally got to go up after about 3 hours in the sun waiting to turn in my membership.
i went up in an old two passanger glider, and when we took off i was hugging myself. really bumpy because the glider was being pulled up by the crop duster and...yeah anyway, we got up tp 3,000 ft, and thats where we let go of the rope and aimed for a thermal under a cloud. i liked how it felt like my body was below me when we rose suddenly. i got to fly for a few minutes until we lost the thermal and started to lose altitude. the pilot took over again and we flew around for about 10 more minutes before we landed.
honestly, it was really fun. im going to be flying one oneday, i guess....
then i went to work...4 hours and a mountain of boxes full of boxes of shoes. treasure hunt! i had to take the shoes and find where the went in the shoe stock room. i managed to unpack 11 boxes in an hour and a half. much of the other 3/5 hours were spend helping people, and trying to convince another employee that i really did want to buy her a cake for her birthday.
i got my first paycheck today too, and i was so excited i opened it up right in the back room, but i was so disappointed when i saw i had only been paid for 4 days!! i have worked (as of today) 11days! 28x11=308 (minus tax of course) but not $112!!
gilbert (my boss) said he would look up the rest of my hours and pay me for them in my next paycheck, so im hoping it will be pretty big
theres my update, hope it was interesting