Post by *Simply Seasle* on Jan 8, 2009 16:58:59 GMT -5
OOC: Sorry, my computer broke, and then I was on vacation, so I didn't get the PM 'til today.
Embersight had known before she had even seen Cinderheart's body. She had been thinking about death so much lately, and it had easily spilled over onto Cinderheart. So as soon as she could smell the thick scent of blood, she was certain it was her mentor. And she was not proved wrong.
Her blue eyes were not filled with shock or sorrow, only a deep dread. She wanted to go up, and say goodbye to Cinderheart, but she remembered the last time she had seen a dead body, and the morbid fastination that had come then. Embersight knew she would never forgive herself if she looked at Cinderheart, and all she felt was a sense of curosity as to exactly had this had happened.
So she closed her eyes, and dropped her head and tried to pretend that this had never happened. Midnightstar's words didn't seem to register, and if they did, Embersight would not have cared.
Then she felt something, something that felt like the soft purr of Cinderheart, like the warmth of her fur, the sight of her. Like Cinderheart, condensed into one thing. And with that, a voice: "Goodbye...."
Embersight opened her eyes in pain, and for a second she saw Cinderheart, standing there, watching her, but only for a second.
"No, you can't leave, can't leave, can't, can't, can't." Emdersight cried, her voice no more than a whisper, her claws digging into the ground. Her entire body shook with the need to fight, the need to run, to do something.
Then the tension left her body, and she slid to the ground, not caring about anything else that may have been meowed to her. "What am I going to do now?" Embersight asked, her voice broken, her normally bright blue eyes clouded with grief.
She sighed, and then sat up, forcefully telling herself that she couldn't act like this, just in time to hear Ivypaw's words.
"Cinderheart....wouldn't want that, but....we have no choice, do we?" asked Embersight, not eaxctly sure what she was meowing herself.
OOC2: And this is just the first of Embersight's problems....tell me, do I do well with them?
Embersight had known before she had even seen Cinderheart's body. She had been thinking about death so much lately, and it had easily spilled over onto Cinderheart. So as soon as she could smell the thick scent of blood, she was certain it was her mentor. And she was not proved wrong.
Her blue eyes were not filled with shock or sorrow, only a deep dread. She wanted to go up, and say goodbye to Cinderheart, but she remembered the last time she had seen a dead body, and the morbid fastination that had come then. Embersight knew she would never forgive herself if she looked at Cinderheart, and all she felt was a sense of curosity as to exactly had this had happened.
So she closed her eyes, and dropped her head and tried to pretend that this had never happened. Midnightstar's words didn't seem to register, and if they did, Embersight would not have cared.
Then she felt something, something that felt like the soft purr of Cinderheart, like the warmth of her fur, the sight of her. Like Cinderheart, condensed into one thing. And with that, a voice: "Goodbye...."
Embersight opened her eyes in pain, and for a second she saw Cinderheart, standing there, watching her, but only for a second.
"No, you can't leave, can't leave, can't, can't, can't." Emdersight cried, her voice no more than a whisper, her claws digging into the ground. Her entire body shook with the need to fight, the need to run, to do something.
Then the tension left her body, and she slid to the ground, not caring about anything else that may have been meowed to her. "What am I going to do now?" Embersight asked, her voice broken, her normally bright blue eyes clouded with grief.
She sighed, and then sat up, forcefully telling herself that she couldn't act like this, just in time to hear Ivypaw's words.
"Cinderheart....wouldn't want that, but....we have no choice, do we?" asked Embersight, not eaxctly sure what she was meowing herself.
OOC2: And this is just the first of Embersight's problems....tell me, do I do well with them?